kinda forgot all about xanga. 17 more days till my ass goes back to the bay. i`m so excited, you don`t understand.

what i want to do.

-shop. splurge.

-in&out twice a week.

-fat slice

-berkeley

-haight st.

-visit the old house in oakland and vallejo.

-see a clear view from twin peaks.

-great america/marine world.

-any concerts/performances (musicals, plays, spoken word, whatever)

-sports games. i don`t care if its elementery, high school, college, major league.

-isn`t asian american heritage day coming up?

-spring rolls at that place near bayfair.

-mushu pork from daniel`s place.

already planned.

-clubbin with the cousins.

-reno trip w/ the fam to visit uncle & auntie.

-aaron`s graduation.

** if ya wanna kick it, i`m always down.

i miss the bay, everyone,..i miss the nephew, the fam, shopping in the city, in&out.... i miss waking up to teo pulling on my hair,.. and the feeling of being truly happy.

5 more days and hello summertime.

for the whole seminar, chaysee`s been on my ass saying how much he`s disappointed in me for the most randomest reasons.. like how i don`t finish my rice or whatever-- i guess that`s what boredom does... he was just playin with me, but it got annoying. and nowwwww on to REAL disappointments. i`m disappointed in myself... i don`t know if i can fix it. i wanna cry. my self esteem right now is at its lowest aaand i`m back to asking myself, why am i still here.

soooo tired from these american heart association seminars and training. i don't like being in the same auditorium with a certain 2 folkers.. it`s just weird.. at least by the end of the week, i`ll have a BLS-CPR card. lol. oh and 1 more month till school's out. :]

my days have been really HORRIBLE lately. i need better days asap!

valentines day is BS, but i wasn't forgotten and got two white roses. really though, you don`t need a holiday to show how much you care about someone, but whatever. people picked that day to start "courting" their "special someone" and ughhh. everything was CORNY that day esp. in my neighborhood. i live in "dangwa" (flower road). couples everywhere, guys bargaining for flowers (that are just gonna wither and die). bitter? uhm. no. haha. so my favorite block 1 ladies made it a girls day. rhea, angeli, diane, and i kicked it here at the studio. ordered food, grubbbbed, jam session, and had a laguna beach marathon. their reaction to the show was exactly what i expected. "they're soooo liberated!.. galavante" hahaha. when they go to states, they`re gonna have narly culture shock.

rhea and diane = my favorite singing buddies.

at the beginning- uploaded on soundclick.